How I've grown
I lied.
I remember a couple of years ago, when I had to envision me at 21. I was petrified. I was scared because all support I had known most of my life would be taken from me. I was a ward of the government, and since I was 9, the government had pretty much been my parents.
I didn't know how I would survive, this whole paying rent, buying groceries, making enough money to survive ... all of this without a safety net.
I cried for many nights, because I thought, surely I would fail.
But I haven't, I'm doing pretty damn well for myself, some slip ups here and there ... but I have a roof over my head and food in my belly and a stable job. An amazing group of friends and an even more amazing Aunt.
I'm livin' a good life.
Even if I have paper blinds :)
I didn't know how I would survive, this whole paying rent, buying groceries, making enough money to survive ... all of this without a safety net.
I cried for many nights, because I thought, surely I would fail.
But I haven't, I'm doing pretty damn well for myself, some slip ups here and there ... but I have a roof over my head and food in my belly and a stable job. An amazing group of friends and an even more amazing Aunt.
I'm livin' a good life.
Even if I have paper blinds :)
1 Comments:
At 5:14 AM, ButterPeanut said…
don't be so hard so hard on yourself -- you've really come very far, even despite Bible College. :)
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